In ism is there a difference between ual lust and aesthetic love expressionism (preferably s)?

I just see ism as the most unearthly awe inspiring beautiful bouquet in all of gods beauty. I love ism to death. When I sense two girls hopelessly in love nude in bed together compellingly squeezing their bodies infinitely close together and crying uncontrollably in each others arms in their loss of privacy/bodily innocence I am literally in heaven. So I guess I'm just wondering the difference between ual lust for each others flesh and just the childlike wonderful unbearable desire to share the infinite heavenly aesthetic wonder of their infinitely most beautiful flowers to just get infinitely drowned in their hopeless love as their infinitely beautiful divine bouquet.