Feeling so sad?

Feeling so sad, wanting to cry out but the tears won't leave my eyes. Heartbroken that your so ill. Wanting to scream out how scared i am for you. But the words won't leave my mouth. Frozen like a statue. My mind in haze, im in a daze. My eyes glazed over, images of you. Just needing to hug you. Hold you tightly in my arms. Tell you i love you. Tell you you'll be alright. I know you won't get better. Things will get harder. The pain won't fade. Exhausted, feeling so empty on the inside. Pray to the Lord to protect you. To watch over you. But for now all we can do is wait. My heart bleeding. Without you life lives pointless.